Six months of planning! Growing out my hair, longer than it’s been in 25 years. Finding a local photographer for a photo shoot so I would have new pictures to show you on Facebook and on my website. Choosing the perfect days… the perfect weather… for perfect outdoor pictures…. The perfect yet vulnerable divinely feminine me!

I say vulnerable as I mused How many more times will I do photo shoots in this career and lifetime? Can they photoshop some of the sun damage on my arms and legs? Oh yeah, just wear long sleeves even if it is 100 degrees in the sun (duh). Self-doubt is common, I know, whether young and lacking in confidence or aging and not wanting certain things to show up in the photos! I caught myself in every trap that I help women avoid – always aware of walking my talk.

The alarm on my iPhone softly beams me up at 5:00 a.m. with the hair dryer shaping my long tresses… while I carefully apply a natural look in the oval mirror as dawn creeps in the window behind my dressing table offering warm morning light. Oh, the taste of my Maui coffee while I watch my sweetheart purr softly under the light covers in the pink dawn. I feel like a leading lady on the set getting ready for the director and cameraman to arrive…. all eyes on me, Queen for a Day!

I dress and grab a few extra tops for the morning shoot, following the photographer in my car as his truck winds up through the Sierras on its way to a meadow in Hope Valley (how appropriate the name) where we will carry and schlep everything to a variety of yummy spots near rushing streams of fresh snow melt. He has multiple pieces of equipment hanging from his strong shoulders while I gracefully pack in my beauty bag filled with the accouterments of the feminine plus water and snacks.

The now-hot sun lights up my inner glow. The nascent green grasses blow softly in the high mountain air. By now I couldn’t care less how my hair looks or what I’m wearing… I just know I am in God’s country where the Goddess feeds my soul. Camera… where? Pose… how? I just want to cry it’s so beautiful, and after many blinks of tearing eyes, the morning progresses with click after click of the camera and the Goddess dancing together in the high mountain meadow.

It took me about 3 days to come down from that leading role! Remembering that my teaching and my healing work are the nuts and bolts of my career, I can now step up to embrace the many testimonials of me and my work… the very core of my assignment as the founder of Divine Feminine Awakening for women and couples who are drawn to deeper love and pleasure.

An aside: I made sure I was photographed without a smile, compassionately listening to his girlfriend tell me her childhood story of violation and abuse, as that is my true nature. I listen to you with the same heart full of caring because I know your story is your doorway to freedom.

See you soon… let’s talk,

Big Love, Caroline

Sweet Summertime Immersion Special
for Women and Couples

Take your relationship (or your divinely feminine self) to the next level – 3 days with me in a private immersion!

$500 off when you book by July 15th and schedule in 2017. Please fill out a Discovery Session Application and we will discuss investment and other details by phone or Skype.

 

Heart Wide Open

Dear Friend of Love,
 
Since you are Divine Feminine Family, I know you are a friend of Love. At this time of year, as with any other time of year, let your “heart break wide open so that the whole world falls in.” These are a few of the lyrics of this gift of song from Danya River, the daughter of dear friends of mine, Robert and Judith Gass.
 
Songs that evoke an opening in the heart have been foundational to my own Awakening. Please allow a song such as this to also touch your heart as you remember the deepest meaning of Christmas, and the everlasting truth brought to all of us by the Christ’s message: to…
 
LOVE ONE ANOTHER!
 
As I send my love to you,
 
Caroline, Queen of Hearts

sunset-142698_1280Some words suddenly become popular that have been dormant or seldom used in modern language. For reasons having to do with what is needed or lacking in the culture, a word to define that void rises to the surface and is re-birthed.  The word ‘immersion’ is now seen more frequently, perhaps because it suggests a state of being that we need more of.

 

This awareness led me to create my Private Three Day Immersions, also known as the The Deepening Process® (for couples) and the Divinely Feminine Experience (for women) … a private retreat for those who know it is time to dive in and bathe in the warm depths of more intimacy, passion, receiving and love.

 

To dip… to plunge… to submerge… these are synonyms for ‘immerse.’   When I consider what is lacking more and more as sustenance or nourishment in this fast computer age, I know the truth and necessity of offering an opportunity for people to deepen… to plunge… and to immerse themselves in the warm ocean of peace, quiet and rest. I am also aware that there are few if any people (or places) who are versed in giving touch, caretaking, listening and offering comfort to the sexual soul of another. Many issues are stored and unobserved in this deeply private and personal domain of human life.

 

I work with you for several hours a day, then leave you to your own quiet space to integrate and explore what you are discovering about yourself… your agendas or inner dialogue, your subconscious fantasies, or simply room to spread your own wings with nothing to do. In my private space I journey inward as well so that my time with you is uncluttered by my own work life. I take the opportunity to unplug along with you, therefore bringing you my clearest self.

 

We often need guidance to do this. We need to be witnessed and seen by someone skilled who can help us recognize what we cannot see or do alone. That’s why we go to yoga teachers, to meditation classes, to healers and teachers and therapists. We are not equipped to handle deep emotional issues alone. We need support and a safe space to dive under the surface and explore the depths of our emotional and sexual psyche. We also need to set aside time to play… and to learn more ways to play with our sexual energy… to enjoy our bodies while restoring them to greater health and vitality.

 

Sexual awakening and healing invites education and awareness for the receiver. Deep memory and emotions can emerge especially when there is connection to the delicate nature of the heart and its journey with love and sexuality. Seldom can the depth of these issues arise in one session. They can be activated, but until the receiver can trust the giver there will be layers of protection, fear and uncertainty.

 

I see the power of men coming with their partners to a Couple’s Immersion, open to learning the more subtle intricacies of female sexuality and emotion. It is uncharted territory for many wonderful men just as lusty passion is uncharted territory for many fantastic women. In an effort to heal the ‘battle of the sexes,’ Tantra is designed to weave our differences into One multi-faceted relationship of an exquisite nature.

 

Whether you are looking for techniques to bring more pleasure to a partner or simply need a renewal for your own, I look forward to welcoming you!

 

Please peruse the information pages to acquaint yourself with the possibilities:

 

The Divinely Feminine Experience for women

The Deepening Process® for couples

 

I can hardly wait to see you!

Warmest Love, Caroline