The Mother Wound

One of my dear friends recently went into the hospital to fulfill her doctor’s recommendation that she have a hysterectomy to remove her uterus. This recommendation was due to a pap smear cancer alarm that could affect the health or longevity of her uterus. She was devastated.

She came to me grieving deeply about this loss. She told me that her only daughter was in residence at one time in her womb and that her daughter is quite precious to her. I pondered this situation, noticing that my usual compassion was not up to par as I listened. Even though I contacted and blessed my friend internally, I was having a hard time raising my healing love focus to the point where I felt I was doing some good.

Segue to my early life….

I have never been pregnant nor ever delivered a child. My uterus (womb) was removed during my mid-twenties, along with both ovaries and my cervix. I didn’t know how to miss them as I had never met them in the first place.

I adopted my daughter nearly fifty years ago. I suppose you could say it hasn’t turned out well, as she chooses only a very distant relationship with me; whereas I continue to feel into a commitment to love her unconditionally and eternally. I so desire a close relationship with the only daughter I will ever know! And I realize that probably sounds a bit dramatic, as realistically I have thousands of daughters that I have bonded with through my work as an educator and practitioner of conscious loving and sexual healing. Nonetheless… I have a need to be very personal in this blog.

These are the confessions of a woman who didn’t know how to be a mother! And my Mother could barely figure it out, which no doubt led to my uncertainty into the world of mothering. Yet the longing to experience and be a mother never leaves the place inside that aches for the best-friendship possibility with this stranger I’ve called my darling daughter now for nearly fifty years!

Mothering comes naturally to me in my work. I am all female with some masculine characteristics thrown in. I love to nurture, care-take, and protect. I do that with the men in my life and I do it with girlfriends when they need that kind of attention. I do it with my clients, nurturing and attending to their needs while they are in my care. I do it pretty well for me also, mothering myself well when I feel the ache for a mother’s love. I have raised two cats and three puppies in my day… successfully I must say! And “Mama Queenie” is the nickname I was given during my travels in Bali years ago by all of the Balinese mammas who nourished me so deeply.

The Mother Wound is so pervasive in our culture. Is there a woman who doesn’t know the work that it takes to come into alignment and acceptance with their mother? The very fact that we form within our mother’s emptiness, also known as her source, is an invisible umbilical cord that haunts us for life. I seek answers to all of this. Please… what do you know? Share your story with me in the comments.

We are going to dive deeper into this discussion during our next free global video conference, Sacred Feminine Conversations on Feb 11th. Hope you can join us.

Big Love, Caroline

Costa Rica

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November 4-11, 2017 for

The Sacred Feminine Mystery School™

A Sexual Awakening & Healing Retreat for Women

 


The Sacred Feminine is rising and calling us forth to our highest soul alignments all over the planet!
We are being divinely guided into full embodiment of the feminine in all our acts and deeds, and invited to release everything that does not serve a fully embodied, ecstatic, joyful human experience.

 

As women, one of the most important parts of this process is the reclaiming of our life-force energy; our passion, our pleasure, and our delight in our own bodies, whether we have a partner or not. Self-love and recognition of our own intrinsic beauty is our birthright!

 

What is standing in the way? From childhood wounding to teenage angst to adult dissatisfaction, all overshadowed by the cultural obsession with sex as a commodity/sex as a forbidden, dirty secret. It’s time to take our sexual power back and balance our own inner feminine and masculine. This is where changing the world happens… inside each of us.



When women gather in sacred circle, anything and everything is possible. When women learn how to hold space for each other’s sexual awakening and healing, big magic happens. This is the leading edge of personal growth and development – the final frontier. 

 

 

Join us for ceremony, dance, yoga, Shamanic Breathwork® and Caroline’s signature Sacred Sexual Awakening and Healing Practice (AH) taught with love, compassion, graceful mastery and the very highest of integrity. 

 

“I am humbled by the power of this work. Being in community with this group of women was a balm for my spirit. I reconnected to an ancient part of myself that is wise and expansive. The rippling effects continue in my day to day life. I am excited to continue the journey!” -Gretchen

 

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Amrita and Caroline are expert guides with years of experience in creating safe, sacred space for women’s sexual awakening and healing. Caroline developed the Nurturing Practice of AH (feminine sexual awakening and healing) over the course of the last decade from her 30+ year background in Tantra Yoga. Amrita is a Certified Spiritual Sexual Educator, High Priestess, and a soon to be certified Shamanic Breathwork® Facilitator as well as Caroline’s lineage holder.

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